I watched kung fury recently so forgive me for the horrible joke in the title. I have been working on my master's thesis and well, I need to step it up... my teacher ain't around so I gotta work on it myself without any help or supervision which is kinda daunting.
On the interesting topic news, I went to the school diner where Sally works(I was still being ignored by then) during the meal though she waves and smiles at me. I was so shocked I thought I was seeing things so essentially I shut down to the point the people eating with me(including one girl) got pissed off at me wondering what was going on. I go to the band practice after eating everyone talks about how she is gonna quit probably, she goes off work at 9pm around then she leaves all the chat groups etc for the band I just go home kinda sad about it, but then see some evidence of band leaders fighting on twitter.
It is hard to explain, I just threats and stuff like "you wont get away with this, I wont let you!" and then people deleting their accounts. later that night Sally(who had me blocked on every form of internet contact she could block me on) sends me a message saying she was childish and wants to be friends again. I told her we can talk later. Before, she would adamantly refused, this time she accepted even with a smiley face. Something happened, and I have no idea what... truly a shame.
When she apologized I was truly tempted to just copy paste what she told me when I asked to be friends again(she said she wasnt mad but we couldn't be friends now and she wanted space and time), but then I thought from all the bloodbath I had seen on twitter and the talk on the band that something happened and even if she did a number on me emotionally, I acted like a grown up and didn't take the first chance I had to hurt someone when I had the chance.
I talked to a Venezuelan girl that is here that gives me advice on this sort of things. She instantly told me to just get payback and be done with it. Sadly, I do like the woman so it is not easy for me to be vindictive against her. She was won and she probably knows it.
I will work hard for my thesis so I doubt I will manage to be able to update too often. Wish me luck.
